you tube channel

Hello! So, for years and years many people in my family, friends or mom groups have encouraged me to start a you tube channel or become an influencer. I have flirted with the idea myself for quite sometime but I honestly struggle with the logistics like how to start, what to talk about (since I can't and don't want to hone in on one area or topic ) But I love connecting with people and sharing things to make their life easier and enjoyable. I want nothing more than to spread good news and good finds for people. That being said, I don't want to start off with only family and friends as that will make me more self conscious and honestly, I don't want them to know until I make it Big Time :)) I start taping myself but get critical on myself then don't upload anything to start a channel. I'm looking for someone affordable to work with to help me jump in and not look back!! I am not so much looking for a coach but someone who has experience on how to move and I mean REALLY move mountains in social media so I don't hang this dream back up on the shelf. I want to create some awesome content and love this ride and hopefully it can in return help me bring in an income for my family so that we aren't so stressed and controlled by our slim budget. I see others get past their fears and have breakthroughs so I know it's possible!! A little about me.. back in the day I wrote and produced a one woman show (Ginger Snaps) in the Time Square theater in NYC. I started a small cookie and baked goods company gingers goodies. wrote a small cookbook. Since becoming a mom a bit later in life to a special needs child , a lot has changed as far as being able to work for myself due to not having time and or energy. But life is short and I miss doing something not only for myself and a paycheck, I miss not being able to be helpful or entertain others. I'm still a fun mom with fun ideas and would like to figure out how to make a career out of it. It's something that never dies inside of me So, having basically put it all out there...who can help me? :))